Showing posts with label Deployment to OEF. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Deployment to OEF. Show all posts

Friday, June 3, 2011

Visiting Soldiers of Alpha Battery

It's been a while since I've had the priviledge of having Soldiers under me that I am directly responsible for. So far this command has proven to show me why I continue to choose to serve...because of those Soldiers.

I have travelled around to seven various COPs/FOBs to visit with my Soldiers (who are spread out at 5 locations). At each location, the Soldiers have less than ideal living conditions in some way. My guys aren't the ones at the big FOBs where they have all the nice accoutrement. One of the FOBs was without functioning showers/laundry for weeks because their water delivery truck (and civilian) was attacked and destroyed by insurgents and prior to that the delivery guy got water that looked like chocolate milk with how much dirt was in it. Another of the COPs is aptly named, "Wilderness" due to it's terrain and location. My platoon there has done a superb job at defending the COP against rocket attacks by honing their skills on direct fire of the howitzers. At the COP I am now visiting, the Soldiers have to use burn barrels to go to the bathroom, and are crammed into a tent living in bunkbeds. Each of the locations has Soldiers who regardless of the conditions, work hard and keep a fairly high morale every day. The Soldiers are proud of what they do to provide artilery support to the guys outside the wire and it shows. They continue to improve on a daily basis by training and improving on their knowledge and skills. Instead of sitting back and waiting for the next fire mission, the young Soldiers are learning the skills and tasks required of the next higher positions on the guns, and in the fire direction center. When they're not improving the firing point, they are training for a few hours each day. The Soldiers don't ask for much, and they take pleasure in the little things. One of the section chiefs here made dinner last night that was amazing, using a rice cooker and griddle. He has a bachelor's degree in culinary arts and regularly makes meals for the guys using items that the cooks from the dining facility will give him to feed the platoon. You might ask, "Why he would cook for his guys when the DFAC already does?" He does it because the platoon is a family and he cares about their morale and well-being. Most of the food he makes, he doesn't eat because he is on a diet. This is just one example of what the Soldiers do to take care of each other and make the best of it.

These are the types of Soldiers that make being their commander worth while and will continue to motivate me to improve their quality of life out here.

Check out the article on my 1st Platoon that I took out for our BN's first ever Air Assault Artillery Raid. We were on top of a mountain at about 9,100 ft. above sea level for about 7 days. (I took the picture that PFC Holton is given credit for): http://www.army.mil/article/58506/Field_artillery_regiment_completes_first_air_assault_mission_in_battalion___s_history/

I am proud of what we've done over the past month and am looking forward to seeing what we accomplish over the next 6.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Beginning a new adventure

Well,

I've inventoried the first platoon of four. Right now, on Easter Sunday, I'm away from everyone I know, travelling, and stuck at a random FOB waiting on the next flight out because the pilots are taking a half day to celebrate the holiday. But, I'm still probably the happiest I've been in a while, knowing that I'm at the beginning of what looks to be a great adventure. I take command of Alpha Battery, 1-6 Field Artillery on 15 May. I'll have 4 platoons at four different FOBs supporting three different BNs. My headquarters element will be at another location and I'll be working every day to make sure my gun platoons have what they need to provide timely and accurate artillery fires in support of the ground maneuver Soldiers.

So far, the Soldiers of my future 4th platoon have impressed me. Their continuing position improvement and dedication to supporting the manuever element is outstanding. The Soldiers seemed receptive to my coming to take command and were very helpful, going out of their way to make sure I was comfortable with all of the property inventories.

Hopefully next time I visit, I'll be able to see them conduct a fire mission. The Soldiers seemed in relatively high spirits and it gave me motivation to do the best possible job I can as their commander. I'm starting to learn some of the challenges I'll face, resourcing and managing the dispersed battery, and I hope that I'll be able to break down some of the barriers with a new vigor coming into command.

My only concern is the lack of time I'll have getting to know the Soldiers. That is something I will endeavor to fix. I plan to do a fairly hefty circulation plan in the first month to simply get to know my men. As a leader, in my mind, that is the most important thing you can do to effectively lead your organization: Know your people.

I think one of the Army's weaknesses comes from leaders and personnel managers who make decisions about Soldiers and their careers based off a numbers game, without regard for the many aspects of that Soldier's life, family, and strengths/weaknesses. I hope that I will be able to make as many informed decisions as possible, and not fall into that trap.

I am thankful that I have Robyn at home, to help as a great asset in being able to link into the other side of the Soldiers...their families. I believe that is one thing I have to strengthen my command that my predecessor lacked since he was single. I just hope that it doesn't over-stress Robyn! She has so many things on her plate that she is working to accomplish daily. I am so proud of her. With her job working as the Survivor Outreach Services Financial Counselor, she gets to help those families most in need. Lately, we have had those families newly mourning, within our Brigade...and they need someone like her.

Soon, I'll be off to the next FOB, looking at the next platoon's equipment and meeting the rest of my future Soldiers. Hopefully along the way, I'll be able to have a positive impact on them and the organization as a whole.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Memorial Ceremony - inspiration

We just had a memorial ceremony yesterday for one of our Soldiers who was killed in a recent firefight. I have saluted the Soldier's cross (boots with an upside down rifle and helmet with dog tags) at least a dozen times now. Each time, whether I've personally known the Soldier or not, it has brought about a certain kind of pain. A pain that knows it won't be the last time I render such a solemn salute. A pain that prays to God that others won't have to render such a salute to me because I never want Robyn and Porter to have to suffer through what that means.

But this was different than the other times. This was the first time since my first deployment that I have attended a ceremony while down range. The first deployment, I was still a new LT, and it just seemed surreal. I followed the person in front of me, did not know the Soldier, and rendered a salute as was the custom. The pain and heartache of those around me was not my own, because I had not experienced the loss of someone I knew, and I was still somewhat neive to what it meant to lose a Soldier to one of these bastards.

This time was different because I am acutely aware of the fragility of this life, and have been the one comforting the family through the painful notification; through the funeral and the aftermath that goes with the loss of their Soldier. When I see the memorial for this Soldier whom I've joked with at least once or twice and seen around the FOB, and I'm sure for all future memorial services, it brings to mind all those I've known who have gone before. It brings to mind the families of those who've gone before and the strength and pain that I have witnessed in them.

Watching the Soldiers in the company and platoon who really knew this Soldier, crying, and hugging each other as they mourn together on this day, I feel for them. I am proud of them. Their strength and courage to continue on a daily basis when millions of Americans back home know nothing of their sacrifice, brings me strength. After the ceremony, they'll have time to share stories and remember their brother in arms. But, after that day, they'll be back out, conducting patrols, making damn sure that the sacrifice of their brother was for a reason. Many of them will use his memory to serve as the fervor to spurn them further on the several mile dismounted movement, carrying nearly one hundred pounds of gear, halfway around the globe away from their loved ones.

Perhaps what is more admirable is the restraint and courage that the platoon and company have shown in the wake of this loss. They rose above and refused to take it out on the local population of the villages in the area that they took fire from...although it can be most certainly said that the people in the area probably knew who conducted the attack, and where they went with their injured/killed insurgents. Instead, they realized that these people are in a difficult place...help the Americans today, face the insurgents tomorrow who come and beat or kill them when the Americans are at another village or back at their FOB.

The Soldiers will not let this stop them, and will be back out there after the insurgents who hide like cowards in plain sight, intimidating the locals into submission. I am proud to be a part of this. I am proud of our batallion and look forward to seeing their progress throughout the rest of the deployment.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

field trip

Well,

I got assigned as an investigating officer for what's called a 15-6 investigation. They do these whenever someone has a bad accident, or in my case, loses something very valuable and sensitive in nature. So, I have to hand off my duties to my NCO for a couple days and go interview a bunch of people about what they know and what they're roll was in the loss of the item. It takes precedence as my primary duty now, and I'm the only one in the BN Staff that can do it because I'm the only one that outranks the company commander...besides the two majors...and they aren't about to do it. So, field trip for me! I'll make sure to take some pictures and some day...maybe I'll get some pictures up on here. Hopefully I'll be able to get to the bottom of this thing kind of quickly so I can get back and catch up on the real work I have to do. I'm just looking forward to being the commander so I don't have to do these silly staff tasks. I know there will be a plethera of other retarded things to take care of, but it will be nice to be off of staff! Only another two months! On another positive note, they are telling me that I don't have to take leave before I take command, so that rocks! I'm slotted for Sept-Oct right now, so Hawaii here we come:) Hopefully I'll be able to avoid losing stuff like the company I have to go investigate...just crappy circumstances trying to changeover property at the same time as trying to learn a new AO and get ready to bring the fight to the bad guys. I don't think I'll have the same challenges since my platoons aren't really going outside the wire...they just man the guns on 4 different FOBs and provide artillery support where it's needed. Anyways, I have to get going, so more to follow when I get back from my field trip;)

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Ground hog day

I've been here for just under two months now. After two months it seems like nothing is really changing. Things go on the same schedule every day...which is not that bad because it makes things go by a little faster I think, but it also makes all the days kind of blend together. Your perception of time skews when you do the same thing every day with no weekends. The only thing that really helps me keep track of the days are the various meetings that are scheduled to mark the weeks that we plan off of. That's one of the reasons I'm so looking forward to going to take command. Not that I'll work any less than I do now, but it will be a change of pace. That's one of the reasons I enjoy being an officer in the Army for. Every year or so you get to change jobs or at least who your boss is. For now, I enjoy my boss and who I work with, but I've been working for the same boss now for almost a year and a half. That's long enough for me! I don't know how I would do in the civilian world if I had to have the same career or specialty for my whole life. Not that I'm knocking that, I just think I would get so bored. I see why people go through mid-life crisis...I wonder what the correlation to that is with their job satisfaction? Interesting study for someone like my sister-in-law.

On another totally random note- I got an email from an old friend from high school today who happens to be over here in Afghanistan as an F-15 pilot in the Air Force! Kind of neat considering he is a couple years younger than me. It seems like our school had a LOT of service members per capita...word to recruiters, go see Tully High school in Central New York! Kind of makes you feel like you're from a place with the right priorities. Found out my cousin (also named Joe Mroszczyk) is on a Human Terrain Team in Iraq right now too. With less than 1% of Americans serving their country, I feel blessed to know so many. Kind of makes me wonder what the rest of the country is doing? Oh well, motivate your friends and have them go see a recruiter! That's all for now, I'll rant some more later!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

The leave problem-forgive my vent.

Leave is always a good thing right? I mean, who wouldn't want some time off? Why not take it when you can get it? Well, when you know that it's going to be the only time in one year that you get it, and that the rest of the time you'll be working 16-18 hour days in a combat zone with no breaks outside of meals and gym time, you make damn sure you get it at the most opportune time. That is, if the Army allows you to. Why wouldn't the Army let you take leave when it best suited you? Well, there are several competing reasons, and I'll lay down a few.

1. Only 10% of the unit can be on leave at any given time.
2. You get 18 days of leave, plus almost a week depending on travel time on either side. So essentially, you're not doing your job (so someone else is picking up the slack) for a whole month.
3. There are only 8-9 months during the deployment that we can take leave...so if you think about the 10% rule...you should need 10 months to make that work right? So it has to be managed very carefully.
4. There are priorities to leave. People who have due dates are generally given priority for those times. Then there are other scheduled things like surgeries for loved ones, or graduations for Soldiers with seniors in high school. All those things need to be weighed by the leadership.
5. Then there's the obvious, how many people can do the same job you do to cover down while you're gone? When will it hurt the unit least to have you out and still be able to accomplish the mission? For folks like myself in a rather key staff job, there will need to be a serious effort put into the several aspects of my job by other staff members splitting it up on top of their normal duties.
6. As a commander, your presence effects the morale and direction of the unit. Continuity in planning and execution are critical from the CDR. Normally that applies to maneuver type units like an infantry company. I will be taking command of a firing battery of artillery. That battery is split of accross Eastern Afghanistan in 4 locations and I will not be present at any one of them for more than a couple days a month due to that. The platoon leader at each location steps up to control that platoon and receives guidance from the CDR whenever possible. The difference is, the missions for them don't really change. Shoot here, shoot there, keep the guns working, make sure they have enough ammo and that they're doing the right things right. So, would my absence for a couple more weeks as a commander from a platoon like this make much difference while I'm on leave? How about if you consider my having an executive officer to visit and take charge in my absence. Or my 1SG being able to do the same.

These are the arguments I have about the unit wanting to put me on leave in a few weeks...with 9 months left in the deployment by the time I get back. I understand there are factors to consider, but for heavens sake, let me and my guys work around it when the time comes. I just can't go home so early after Porter and Robyn are starting to adjust to things and mess that all up and then leave for even longer.

I AM thankful for the opportunity to command the battery and do not want to downplay the commander's role in that. There are many aspects that I will affect for the better of the battery, but when does the Army factor in my personal concerns too? That's a problem I have seen accross the Army. Soldiers are taken care of by leaders and officers, while senior level officers assume that junior officers aren't bound by the same emotions and concerns as their Soldiers. Officers are expected to simply deal with the extra time away and still want to remain in a position where we are undervalued, rarely thanked or appreciated for our contribution, and if we exceed the standard, usually given even more work to do to make up for the lazy officers who somehow get by making the same amount of money with less stress.

Hopefully, if I am ever in a position of authority of which I am complaining, I will remember this plight and not repeat the same mistakes.

Please pray that I hear good news from West Point about my application to teach...I have heard bad news from 2 of the 5 departments already. I'm still trying to figure out what my plans are if they all come back with bad news.

Please also pray that I'll be allowed to take leave later in the deployment while in command. Deployments are hard enough...taking leave at the wrong time...interfering with plans for another child, and Robyn's new job (that she won't have leave for) will only compound the pain.

Well, hopefully the next post finds me in a better mood and with happy news! Goodnight.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

The Wag Bag

Apparently there have been some questions about how we go to the bathroom with no toilet facilities or running water. Well, I will explain it to you...and in the future hopefully not to distant, I will post pictures.

We have little plastic toilet seats and pre-packaged bags with all the ingredients you need to use the plastic toilet seat. The toilet seat is really no more than a chair the height of a toddler chair with a hole in it the size of a toilet bowl. There is a fold up seat similar to that on a regular toilet.

In the plastic package, there are two different bags. One is the bag you go in, that you put through the hole in the chair and fold the seat down onto. The other is a ziplock bag that everything goes into when you're done. Both are opaque, black, plastic bags.

Inside the package there is a powder to help absorbe stuff, a small role of toilet paper, and a wet wipe....I am out of time at the computer, but will post pictures to make it simple later...of course, they will be clean pictures:)

Monday, January 17, 2011

Working out at elevation

Not much going on since the last post, but thought I would share the struggles of working out (or rather trying to breathe) at elevation. You see, I have had experience with this in the past...while stationed at Colorado Springs we were roughly at the same elevation as here. Unfortunately, my body does not remember that experience well enough to be able to breathe properly here. I did have a pretty good run though: started out running the first quarter mile warm up around 8 mph and then kicked it up to 8.6 (less than 7 min mile pace) for the next two miles. After that I kicked it up again to 9.0 for a half mile, and then slowly increased the pace over the next half mile up to 10.0. After I had run 3.5 miles I brought it back down to 8.0 for a quarter mile and then finished out the last quarter mile going from 9.0 again back up to 10.0 to finish off. I tried to go a little faster than 10, but the machine couldn't go any faster than 10.1 or 10.2 because the motor is worn out. By the time I was finished, my head felt like exploding and my lungs burned like I just got out of the CS gas chamber. I had to walk for another quarter mile to get my breathing right before going to finish up the workout with some curls and abs.

Something frustrating that has happened the last few times I've been exercising my abs is like a severe cramp that completely causes my ab muscle to seize up for a minute or two. It feels like someone shocked the heck out of it and it hurts like crazy and makes it so I can't get a really good ab workout. I've tried stretching it out and drinking lots of water...I'm hoping with a little more rest it will start to get better soon. I just don't know if I might have torn something. Anyways, that's pretty much what I've done today.

I have been playing a LOT of PSP, specifically the game "Burnout Legends". It's a racing game that Megan got me for Christmas. I have an insatiable need to beat the game...and it is taking forever. Anyways, something cool about the PSP that I found out with another Soldier is that you can create an Ad Hoc peer to peer network and play the same game in multiplayer. So, I found a guy with the same game and we were able to race each other...just helps pass the time and add some competition.

I know this is an incredibly boring and not though provoking post. I apologize. Hopefully once I'm at my FOB there will be more interesting things to ramble about.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Simple day, thankful for a wonderful family:)

Well, instead of having to take potentially an hour out of the day to ride a bus back and forth to the other side of the FOB, I heard from a couple Soldiers about another free MWR internet cafe that was only a 5 minute walk away! Of course, if I didn't get good directions and have a knack for navigation I never would have found it. This place was hidden inside a compound with no sign or indication that it was indeed an internet cafe. The building is in the middle of a group of other buildings that look just like it too! But, there are something like 20 computers here and no wait to use them, so yay!

Today I decided to give myself a haircut for the first time in a while. I think I did a pretty decent job, if I do say so myself! Other people seem to think it's alright too (I asked to make sure):) I was going to just shave it off, but decided to try and make it look presentable first. It's not so easy doing it with a delapidated mirror made out of a shiny medal that they put up in the shower tent. I asked one of the guys to make sure I didn't miss any spots in the back like I usually do. He said there was only one spot, so I fixed that and I will post a picture when possible.

I was getting a little nervous about laundry since I haven't had a chance to clean any of my clothes since we got here, but then I found another bag I had packed with more underwear and t-shirts in it, so I'll be good for a while. It's always key to know how many more days you can go without needing to do laundry! The turn around time on laundry is 3 days here, and since I haven't known how long we'll be here, I can't feel comfortable turning in laundry. Hopefully the next place will have do it yourself washer and dryers!

If you are reading this and your Soldier has not been through BAF yet, tell them NOT to waste money on the pay WIFI. It works okay from what I've heard, but has a bunch of connection issues and you have to let them configure settings on your laptop (which I'm wicked skeptical of). Plus, this place is here and free, and with a little effort, there are other places on the main part of the FOB too.

I tell you what has been incredibly comforting so far this deployment has been how great Porter seems to be handling it and how Robyn is helping him with it. Robyn told me about their night last night. She went out to eat with her friend and their little girls Sidney and Amelia. She said that when Amelia saw Porter they had the best conversation:
Amelia: "Porter, where's your daddy?"
Porter: "hmmph, he's at work..."
Amelia: "Aww, my daddy is at work too."
Robyn: "Porter do you know where he is at work?"
Porter: "hmmm...aww, I forgot."
Robyn: "He's in Afghanistan right?"
Porter to Amelia: "Oh yeah, my daddy is at work in Af...gan..istan"
Amelia: "oh, yeah. My daddy is at work in the woods."


Those two kids are so darn cute together. I can't even tell you.


I thought I would add in some pictures of the two of them that I was able to find on Facebook. I know there are some better ones out there of the two of them that Robyn has taken, but I don't have access to them. Just know that they're wicked cute.

Robyn tells me that Porter is doing very well understanding that I have to be here to stop the bad guys and that he doesn't really question why. She said that when he starts to get sad about it, he colors me pictures, or she'll play my voice from some recordings I did on her phone before I left, and that cheers him up:) I have been blessed to have a truly remarkable wife like Robyn who has supported me through so much in my life.

Okay, I think that's enough random spewing from my stream of consciousness for today. Hopefully if you're reading, you're not bored yet. In any matter, it keeps me busy enough not to worry about too much and kills some time.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Third Time's a charm

It's been a while since I've put anything into a blog. I thought I would try to get this going again while I'm in a place with little to do. Things are simple while traveling. It's like the world is just on pause and we're all waiting for someone to press play so we can get back to what we're supposed to be doing. Most of our time is filled with trying to get some rest, or eat, or to find a way to talk to the ones we miss and love back home.

This deployment it is my goal to pass the time on pause with some sort of productive self-improvement. I will try to read more, and to study more for the GRE to increase my score enough to make me more appealing to some IVY league schools. I will work to prepare myself for command and the huge endeavor that can be. I will also work to make sure that I take the time to spend dedicated to letting the people I care about in my life know that they are missed and are special to me and to keep you all updated on what is going on in my life. Hopefully this blog will help accomplish some of that.

It is bitterly cold here in Kurdistan. It was above zero yesterday, but it feels like it's close to that today. For a small base, this place is rather nice. It should be I guess...it's for the Air Force and they don't settle for low standards of living. We share a huge tent with bunk beds and a few outlets to charge our electronics off of. The DFAC is pretty nice and is open 24 hours for grab and go items. Speaking of...I'm pretty hungry. I have been waiting for my laptop and PSP to charge so I can put them away before going to eat! I don't know, and wouldn't/can't say how long we'll be here.

OPSEC - Operational Security means not disclosing details of troop movements and locations to prevent the information being compromised to the enemy. On public forums like this, facebook, etc. It's too easy for the enemy to hack or use a false account to gain access to information that they could use to harm us. I know people think, why would they read my blog or post? Believe me, I have seen the proof that they do it.

I apologize for the stream of consciousness type blogging...it's what I do. Enjoy it or don't read! I will try to take some pictures to add in here when I have a better connection. Right now we're sharing a connection with who knows how many people and there are fools trying to video chat with their family...killing the bandwidth. I could just lean over and tell them how they're ruining the internet access for everyone...it's just hard to tell someone...hey, don't video chat with your wife so I can check my facebook.

On the OPSEC side...I just had to tell a Soldier not to tell his wife (who he was video chatting with) not to tell her the flight and formation times on the unsecure network! AAHH!

Anyways, I'm headed to go to chow and probably come back and read a little. Hopefully this is a little enlightening as to the grind of the first couple days of deployment.